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smlm 1 hari suntuk kuar

tonton vampire suck..ha2..aku sorg je yg gelak dalam wayang

pastu pg buke pose kat taman warisan putrajaya..

rm33..mcm haramje makanan.xsedap xkenyang menyesal pon ader

baik makan kat mamak.kenyang lagi sedap

pastu pegi uptown shah alam

sejam lebeh bejalan, jumpe plak wallet murah rm10..beli lah nk ganti wallet lame

tgh2 sesak, jumpe plak kwn lame zaed..huru hare lepak dgn dy..steady lah zaed..

kite xder org jage..

blik umah dlm pkol 3pagi

asalnye kene bgn pagi.

ader hal..tp pkol 11.30 jgk bgn..

hm..

kokak

so bad

Yeah..

Haha..you feel that baby?

Yeah, I feel it too.

Damn.

You know..i'm so glad we could spend this time together

See, not as crazy as you thought I was am i?

Heh..

I'm the American dream! I'm the definition of white trash balling,

I'm right back on 'em, with the

(*scratches*) I can't call it

Same shit, different toilet, oh you got a nice ass darlin'!

Can't wait to get you into my Benz, take you for a spin

What you mean we aint fuckin', you take me for a friend?

Let me tell you the whole story of Shady's origin

You'll be sorry if you slam my Mercedes door again!

Now, it all started with my father

I must have got my pimping genes from him, the way he left my mama

I'm a rolling stone just like him, word to Johnny Trauma (??)

Keep my entourage with me, baby i'll make a promise

There aint nobody as bomb as, me i'm as calm as

The breeze, i'm the bees knees, his legs and his arms i'm a

S-superstar, girl, i'm ready for you mama!

Why you think the only thing I got on is my pyjamas?

So bad

So good that i'm so bad

Guarantee i'll be the greatest thing you ever had

Cause you aint never met nobody like me

And you aint gonna want no-fucking-body else at that..

I'm equivalent to a shot of Cuevo, first I kiss your navel

Work my way down, baby you can lay down on the table

But you may wanna find something more stable

I told you I aint fooling from the gate, this aint the first day of april!

But thank you for staying April, i'ma make you learn

To appreciate me, differentiate me

From these phoney, little fishy and sissy fake G's

Skip over the huggy-bear and all the kissyface, please

Initiate phase three! Missy now service me

Take another shot of Jager, shake it so nervously

Take your time baby, ooh you're the bomb baby!

Ooh you're doing that even better than your mom lady!

I told you i'm Shady, you didn't listen now, did you?

Relax woman, you know that i'm only kidding with you

Got a twisted sense of humour, it's warped, but I didn't hit you

I think you're finally starting to get the picture, i'm..

So bad

So good that i'm so bad

Guarantee i'll be the greatest thing you ever had

Cause you aint never met nobody like me

And you aint gonna want no-fucking-body else at that..

Dynamite, dynamite, dynamite, so!

Dynamite, dynamite, dynamite, so!

I can hold you in the morning

But in the evening I gotta go..

'cause i'm on to the next girl,

And the next girl I kinda like, oh, oh, oh..!

I got you caught up in the rapture

Make you recapture the feelings you had for your last boyfriend before he slapped you

You never wanted someone so bad you're sweating

But if i'm what you wanted, why'd you panic when I grabbed you?

Girl don't be so frantic i'm just a hopeless romantic

Don't try to fight the feeling of something that's organic

You can't ignore it, so don't just stand before it

Just drop them panties to the floor, let's get to camcordin'

Damn shorty, I told you this was bound to happen

Soon as you wrote your number on a napkin I was bound to work a number on your back and

Throw your spine out of alignment

My love has got you so blinded you couldn't pick Amy Winehouse out of a lineup

So stop with the snoring, pick your pint up

Let's get the pineapple schnapps going, no one'll knock cause i'ma hang a sign up

Saying "Don't Disturb", shorty i'm so superb

I say the right things, don't I spit the dopest words?

So bad

So good that i'm so bad

Guarantee i'll be the greatest thing you ever had

Cause you aint never met nobody like me

And you aint gonna want no-fucking-body else at that..

Dynamite, dynamite, dynamite, so!

Dynamite, dynamite, dynamite, so!

I can hold you in the morning

But in the evening I gotta go..

'cause i'm on to the next girl,

And the next girl I kinda like, oh, oh, oh..!

So bad

So good that i'm so bad

Guarantee i'll be the greatest thing you ever had

Cause you aint never met nobody like me

And you aint gonna want no-fucking-body else at that..

fikir

kadang terfikir sejenak..

fikirkan naseb diri..

tah ape lah naseb diri aku ni..

mase akan datang..

1 thn akan datang

5 tahun akan datang

10 tahun akan datang

kalau maseh bernafas

..

rehat sebentar

pagi smlm aku bgn dlm pkol 10 pg..

tgk ayh aku ok..

tghri aku masuk mcd blikan bubur..

tp dy x mkn..kene hypo ( gula dlm bdn rendah )

tros aku bwk dy pg hospital..

dr pkol 2 smpi 10 mlm aku tunggu..sgt penat..

ble dah dy masuk wad, aku blik umah

belom sempat aku baring nk berehat, hospital call sroh dtg..

aku pon dtg lah..redah hujan lebat

borak2, aku plak yg kene mara dgn doc..hmm

blik umah terus tdo.. pkol 2 ptg td br bgn..

ni br dpt rehat..tenangkan fikiran yg slame ni kusut..

mcm2 nk pk..

dan esok aku terus kusut

srabot :)

ruang dan mase

hari ni 1 ramadhan..

hari pertama puase dan hari ni jgk aku terpakse terima kehendak dy

` xpayah berhubung buat mase skrg ye`

mungkin dy xleh trime aku mcm ni..

mmg aku berubah

aku berubah ader sbb

sbb keluarge

sbb diri sndiri

dy ckp dy nk phm aku..

tp mungkin dy xmampu..

aku sedar aku silap..sakitkan ati dy..

tp aku cube pujuk diri aku blik

aku cube kembali pada yg dulu..itu yg dy harap2kan..

tapi aku gagal..mungkin dy xnampak..xperlah..

kali ni..dy yg minta..aku terpakse terime..

tp aku igt kate2 dy mlm kelmarin..

harap dy igt kate2 dy..

nway..

sy syg awk

2 ogos 2010

genap usia aku 21 thn..

maseh mude dan maseh belom cukop matang

maseh kurang ilmu..maseh kurang didikan..tapi bukan kurang ajar :)

maseh byk lagi yg belum dicube..maseh byk lagi yang harus dicuba

maseh bergantung pada keluarga..maseh mengharap pada yg ada..

dah 21 thn aku bernyawe..xtahu lah byk mane pahale yg aku kutip

dan xtahu banyak mane dose yg aku cari..

cube berubah dari jahat kepada baik..tp kadang2 terlajak jgk..

cube buat yg terbaik tp kdg2 yg baik itu dipersoalkan

biarlah..yg baik itu dtg dari NYa..

cube lagi..

``Ku cuba berkali-kali

Masih tak menjadi-jadi

Tapi ku tak patah hati

Tiap kali gagal aku cuba lagi

Aku cuba lagi aku cuba lagi

Hanya yang lemah kan lari

Jadi lelaki dan cuba lagi``

harap hari2 yg mendatang aku akan cube jadi yg terbaik..

buat mase skrg, aku cube jage ayah aku..slagi dy maseh ader

walaupon kdg2 aku termarah dan tertinggikan suare..

aku xsengaje..

harap hari2 yg mendatang aku akan cube jadi yg terbaik..

cube dptkan aper yg terbenak dlm otak aku ni..

cube hiburkan semua org yg aku knal

biar pon org yg aku knal tu lupa jasa aku

bukan ungkit tp berharap..

biar lah mereka..

harap hari2 yg mendatang aku akan cube jadi yg terbaik..

terbaik utk dy..

harap hari2 yg mendatang aku akan cube jadi yg terbaik..

harap dipanjangkan umor dan dimurahkan rezki..

amin..