hari ke-28 : nanti awak dah sambung blaja ke keje..

pagi ni xder call dr hospital..mimpi indah aku x diganggu

dgn cergas aku bangkit dr tdo n mandi.mandi kan wajib :p

lepas hantar borg apply uthm, terus ke hospital..

doctor aty dtg..dlm hati aku ckp

` morning doctor aty :) `

skali lagi doctor aty ajar aku care2 nk sedut kahak dlm tekak abah

aku dgn tekunnye blaja lah care2nye..

pastu dtg palk doctor yg ronde pagi2..doctor besar.

mean, doctor ni yg decide ape yg akan dibuat seterusnya pada pesakit

` awak kene blaja care2 ni betol2 tau...

kite xmau paru2 ayah awk kene jangkitan kuman

awk kene bincang dgn abg kakak awk

n dorg sume kene tau jgk care2 nk jge ayah awak ni

awak muda lagi. kene blaja kene keje..

xboleh lah awk dok umah je kan..

dy akan terus mcm ni

cz sel dalam otak dy ader yg mati

sabar lah`

jumpe jgk org yg phm mslh aku ni..

thanks lah doctor..cz memahami aku.ha3..

doctor aty sroh aku byr rm250 tok bli tiub

tiub ape tah..

pasni kene bli

mesin sedut kahak + lapek tilam + kapas +

glove + air cuci antibakteria + tiub leher + mcm2 lagi

naseb baik lah duit ptptn aku ader lagi..

tp lepas ni....hm..

hari ke-27 : ko relax je naiem..tenang..

bunyi call dari hospital ganggu mimpi indah aku !

tp aku buat xdgr je cz aku tersangat lah mengantuk cz smlm lepak dgn

afiq alil shed ira n sape tah sorg lagi..pkol 2.45pg bru calo..haihhh..

pkol 10pg aku tpacak kat dpn katel ayah aku

` morning abah `

pastu jumpe doctor aty. she so beautiful..boombastic fantastic :)

she said :

` awk kene blaja dgn sy care2 nk uruskan ayah awk ni ye.

nanti dy kuar esk luse awklah yg kene jage kn..

nanti awk kene bli lapik tilam + alat sedut kahak..

awk kene bincang dgn family awk la sbb alat2 ni sume mahal

t da der duit, awk inform pd sy. sy ader supplier..leh dpt murah

first, buat mcm ni..bla..bla..bla..

pastu mcm ni..bla..bla..bla..

pastikan awk buat hati2 sbb kite xmau ader bahagian yg luke

awk jgn takut..mule mmg lah rase takut2 nk jolok tiub ni

( sambil dy jolok2 tiub dlm tekak, hidung, n mulut ..cuak la weh..)

nanti2 awk biasalah k..

brape no tel awk.sy misscall.awk save lah no sy.doctor aty name sy.

aper2hal, awk rujuk sy k`

adoi..

loneliness

babyface - loneliness

Im sitting here

Thinking bout

How im gon-na do without

You around in my life and how am I

I gon' get by

I ain't got no days

Just lonely nights

You want the truth

Well girl im not alright

Feel out of place and out of time

I think im gonna lose my mind

[Chorus]

So tell me how you feel (im lonely)

Are you for real (so lonely)

Do you still think of me (i think of you)

Baby still (are you lonely)

Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)

So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)

Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)

Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)

I think that i will never love again

[Verse 2]

I miss your face

I miss your kiss

I even miss the arguments

That we would have from time to time

I miss you standing by my side

I'm dying here its clear to see

There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me

Don't wanna live, I wanna die

If I cant have you in my life

[Repeat Chorus ]

* lagu ni mmg sedeh lah

lagu ni aku dgr sorg2. xtujukan pada sape2

tapi sape yg rase sedeh, layan lah lagu ni..

but for me, this song is so meaningful

so meaningful !

:c

fuhhh

ri ni kuar umah pkol 12tghari je ampang..

dgn perut lapar..tekak dahaga..panas terik..ujan sejuk..jalan jammed..

sampai ampang..

tunggu nas, jiman and bad

tok pergi kenduri kawen abg saudara abu..

wtf !

salah kenduri lah..

adoi..

dgn cergas blah ke umah nas tok parking kete..

pkol 1.30 gerak dgn jiman ke klang..kali ni jammed lagi terok ! grr..

kali ni pegi umah doa slamat ude..

ude, ko mmg tau je aku tgh lapa..

tanpa lengah mase, aku mkn sbyk mungkin..

pastu mirul n zaki mai..

pkol 6.45 gerak ke ampang smule..

mkn ktupat, muttabak, pulut durian ( terbaek ), mihon, kek lapis sarawak, coke

mkn smbl menerima kekecewaan chelsea kalah :(

esk ke kenduri abu smula.harap tarikh kali ni betul..

zzz

moge murah rezki

baru blik dari tgk wyg ni..tgk citer

the resident evil : afterlife

menyebabkan aku xpenah tgk citer yg sebelom2 ni, so aku xbrape nk phm jln citernye

thanks jiman cz blanje aku n emir..

t blanje lagi .he2 :)

kepade yg smbot ulang tahun kelahiran ari ni,

aku nk ucapkan kan

semoge panjang umo n murah rezki hendaknya..

pada yg bekerja, harap korg terus kayo

pada yg sedang menuntut, harap korg sukses n berjaye hendaknye..

amin..

skali skale xslh klu aku nk mgedik nyanyi lagu birthday tok korg sume..

Allah selamatkan kamu

Allah selamatkan kamu

Allah selamatkan kamu semua

Allah selamatkan kamu

:)

l e p a k @ 1 5

pkol 10 mlm, afiq dtg jemput aku n terus ke s15, bangi..

jumpe jep..perghhh ko, bulat..ha2..untonglah ader org jage..

lepak2 minom2 shisya2

topic yg kuar slame 4 jam mengadap mamak : -

*tanye kaba n aktiviti masing2

*kutok2 kawan lame

*cite psl rokok.care2 nk benti smoke

*tnye pengalaman afiq blaja kat india

*psl awek.awek?adoi..

*psl fb

*psl kedoktoran skit2

*imbas balik time kat sekolah n zaman2 budak hingusan

*talk about sex. bukan yg buruk2 ye

*psl perangai kekawan, budak umah sewe, kutuk skit2

*psl artis

*psl kes bunuh datok sosilawati.mengutuk pbunuh !

*psl bola, futsal

*psl kes2 buli mbuli

*psl hospital, pesakit, penyakit kat india

*psl pose n raye

*psl kantoi blue

*dan lain..

perghh..byk btoi yg nk dsembangkan tp jam dah pkol 2.45pg..

thanks afiq blanje shisya..thanks jep sudi lepak

zzz...

let me kiss you !

morrissey - let me kiss you

There's a place in the sun

For anyone who has the will to chase one..AND I

I think I've found mine

Yes, I do believe I have found mine

So, close your eyes and think of someone you physically admire

And let me kiss you, let me kiss you

I've zig-zagged all over America and I cannot find a safety haven

Say, would you let me cry on your shoulder

I've heard that you'll try anything twice

Close your eyes and think of someone you physically admire

And let me kiss you, let me kiss you

But then you open your eyes and you see someone that you physically despise

But my heart is open, my heart is open to you.

perghhhhh !

lagu ni cukup menyentuh persaan aku yg kebal ni.ha2

mane x nye..klu dengar lagu ni, syahdu lunak merdu..

lagu ni bese2 je..tp aku ske sgt2 lagu ni..

lantak lah korg nk ckp aku ni mamat jiwang ke hape..

tp lagu ni aku akan ulang2 dengar n pagi2 ni lagu wajib.ha2..

snanye kwn fb aku yg post lagu ni kat wall dy..

aku boring2 n download lah lagi ni..

first time dgr, teruje !

tapi lagu ni aku just dengar je cz xtau nk tujukan pada sape..hm..

enjoy :)